i hate doctors.

why can't i force myself to make an appointment with my GI even though I'm experiencing ridiculous, terrible pain?

i hate doctors.
hate them
hate them
hate them.

i hate that they still get paid even if they can't find out what's wrong with you.
i hate that they will get paid even if they can't make you better if they do find out what's wrong with you.
i hate that they're so pompous about 99.9% of the time.


ugh.

i don't want to go back and be told that no one is going to perform this surgery on me.
i don't want the #1 think on my mind at all times to be where the bathroom is located in a new location, and how fast I can get there without looking weird.

*sigh*